Daily thoughts, ramblings and confessionals

The beautiful thing about Big Brother is that you always have to think about that next round. At Final 5, more than ever, you have to take everything into consideration. Steve should take my offer, truly. It may look stupid to some but, if I come through on it, win HOH and keep him off the block, it'll be his best shot at making it to F2 and winning this game.

I did my very best to convince Steve and I truly think it was almost enough to keep me around. But in the end, he made the move that was supposedly best for him and, if it comes back to bite him on the butt, then that's on him. I laid out all of the possibilities and he chose the tougher route. If he can navigate it and win out, then he more than deserves to win this game.

I'm emotional and I am exhausted. I can't believe I'm going out at this stage. I truly thought I was winning this season. I've clearly made some mistakes along the way that have got me to this point and that's something I'll just have to deal with.

Away from the game, my dog is depressed af because of how he's feeling with his ear infection. He has to go back into the vets tomorrow for tests, and they're likely going to have to sedate him and, maybe even give him a CT scan just to check there aren't any neurological problems. I'm stressed and I'm pissed.

But I'll forever be proud of the game I played this season.

IM CRYING, YOU SHOULD BE PROUD. PLAYER OF THE SEASON.

Batgirl wrote:

IM CRYING, YOU SHOULD BE PROUD. PLAYER OF THE SEASON.

I'm at peace, now. I'm ready. I love you so much <3