Daily thoughts, ramblings and confessionals

My 'Diary Room' thread! Here's where I'll post updates about my real life, my in-game life, my strategy, plot, friendship, rivalries and more!

What an exciting challenge to kick things off! It really showed who wanted to be here because those who do stayed up all night to get shit done no matter what. I'm so proud of myself staying up to nearly 5am to get it done. It was CRUEL but it was EXHILIRATING at the same time. I wanted to push myself this season and to know I'm already doing that is so, so good.

From the off, I'm feeling good with a lot of the women! Sandra, Kim, Peach, Dorothy, Cruella, Jules, JAIDA ICON!, Nagisa and Rebecca, Negasonic, even Ember!

And some of the dudes too! I love Tony, MATT IS SO AMAZING, Cosmo and I really love Steve too.

And Webkinz is cute as fuck <3 Happy to chill for this first cycle! Manu is going home in a landslide and then tomorrow, the true chaos begins...

It's been a good first full day after the challenge, lots of socialising with a lot of people and only a handful who I don't really feel like I've got any connection with at all. I'm looking forward to this HOH and think it's probably going to be one of the popularity contest ones which, I likely don't have a chance at but, I'm not against campaigning for the win of. Winning first HOH is honestly always a position I want to be in, in these games. People come to you with great info and make deals and, so long as you don't make promises you can't keep and pull a Frenchie, you can usually come out of it unscathed, so long as you don't nom a comp beast who comes for your head the week after.

I'm still in a bit of awe at all of these players, knowing that I will likely recognise the majority, if not all of them. It's exciting that everyone here is considered an All Star and for that reason alone, I want to beat them all more than I've ever wanted to beat everyone in a game like this before.

I am voting for Negasonic to be HOH.

I am in zero doubt that I have overplayed this round but, once I committed, there was no going back. I hope it wasn't all for nothing and I have secured an HOH spot! If not though, I do think I'm good enough with Tony/Negasonic/Ember that they wouldn't put me on the block. Here's hoping, anyway...

LMAO <3

I love you miss Kathy! This is ALL STARS I wanted more people to be fighting for that first HOH spot!

I love it baby <3

The way I just realised that Debbie Jellinsky should have two Ls in the surname LMAO I hope no one else realises. We're reinventing her <3

Want me to edit it?

Arisa Cox wrote:

Want me to edit it?

Ooh you can do that? YES let's see if anybody notices lmao it'll be fun <3

Done

I LOVE YOU!

So, I won HOH! I was expecting to pick up a few more votes, but I'm happy I managed to claim it in any case! Tony has more sway over people than I first thought, so he's definitely someone I'll be keeping an eye on. Fortunately, he seems to like me and, for now, I trust him as well, so we can have one another's backs movie forward.

The group set up by Tony is one I am going to continue to monitor, to see if it's one I should remain loyal to moving forward. I got too stuck in my ways in BBQ9 to break out of groups set up early and I don't want to do the same thing this time around. I want to be fluid and loyal to those who truly, really deserve it. Some of the people I was aligned with in BBQ9 didn't, but I was blind to that.

I love Jaida so much. Kim too, actually. Our connection and chat is just natural. We don't have to try hard to get along.

Veto should be interesting. Best case scenario is, I win and keep the nominations the same. I can't be arsed making a third nomination this week because it means two people will remain in the house wanting to take me out so, if I can win here, pick myself up some Veto bucks and then sit pretty with the next HOH, I'll be happy.

This is the most social I have been in a game like this from the jump and honestly, I think it's paying off. Negasonic is teasing me and I'm in a great alliance with her so, I think I'm completely safe from her side of things. Then Jules has just told me that I'm safe with her and even come to me for advice?! I love her and I want to get another sub-alliance set up with her as a core part of it. We're both good at competitions so I think we're going to have to have one another's backs a little further into the game when our performances result in targets.

My HOH was a huge success. I do worry that some of the shit Sailor was spewing will stick but, with this being an All Stars season, I think everybody will recognize that none of it was true and it was simply her trying to make an impact because she wasn't here for very long.

But yeah I think I'm safe this week and that's amazing! Then again Kathy I thought I was safe in Evolution with miss Lana but then she dragged me to Hell So I will never feel 100% comfortable!